Sunday, May 31, 2009

Finally...sleep

I finally got some sleep this weekend. What a relief. Its a combination of the heat and the stesses that I have been encountering lately. The thunderstorms rolled in this weekend and cooled off the night air a little bit, just enough, that I was able to get more than a couple hours of sleep. It was good. I enjoyed it, I think. I must have, because I didn't wake up till morning.

Friday, May 29, 2009

Insomnia

I really think my lack of sleep is starting to affect my whole thought process. Ugg, I feel so bad. Hopefully, tonight I will actually stay asleep. My theory is that since tonight is not as warm as it has been, and the fact that I am exhausted, I should be able to get some decent sleep. I hope that holds true, because the migraines are starting up and that is always a drag. So Good Night world, at least I hope so.

Thursday, May 28, 2009

I can't sleep

It's 1:44 am and I can't sleep. The bad thing is I have to get the kids up for school at 6:30am. I am so not looking forward to that hour. I know how my system works...I won't get to sleep until 4:30 maybe 5:00,just to have to wake up an hour or so later. Yeah, its gonna be a long day. I really am regretting drinking that nice glass of iced coffee around noon today. I can't believe how sensitive I have become to caffeine. And it was so good too! Darn, guess I will go back to lying down in my dark room trying to get some rest. It's now 1:53...ugghh! Have a great day!

Monday, May 4, 2009

Here I am again with another fork in the road!


Haven't had much to say over the last month...but I sure do love to read other blogs! My goodness, there are a lot of good writers out there.
I am going to try to be more diligent in writing.
My life has taken another turn. You would think at 50+ years, my life would be more stable. But alas, it is still evolving daily. More forks in the road than in my silverware drawer! Ha!
So as I face all the changes that are taking place, I will use this as my outlet to find a positive angle to it all. Between reading my Bible and looking at my thoughts in writing, I may make sense of it all yet.
I did find an old friend whom I lost contact with almost 25 years ago. Now that was exciting and fun! We got to share a lot of memories from our past. It was a good thing. And we promised each other that we won't lose each others numbers again.
I am going to have a lot of free time in the near future, it should be easier to find a means of income.
Spring is in full swing, and so is little league and t-ball.
I still am working on shedding my winter weight before the summer heat arrives.
I love sitting on my front porch, watching and listening to the beauty of life. I love the sounds of the different birds, the cows mooing back and forth at each other, the tractors tilling their fields, I could go on and on. I love the absence of the sound of traffic, people , and the hustle of the city. It is so tranquil here, I can't imagine ever going back to the city life.
So now that I have revitalized my thoughts and gotten back into the writing saddle, so to speak, I will now go have some coffee and sit a bit and take mental notes for my next blog. I love it here.